A stillness has come to me which is unlike anything I have experienced before. The Love of God has come into my mind to take up abode. I am not alone, nor lonely,nor do I ever feel bored. I am actively experiencing the Love of God in my mind. I need no TV. The thought of it is humorous. I need nothing. I eat my meals while looking happily out my window at the beautiful clouds and mountains. I walk to the grocery store, talk to the street beggars with a smile and love in my heart while I pull out the change in my pocket and give it to them. I come back home and look at the clouds and the mountains and am more than content. Songs play in my mind of peace and the love of God. I write on Facebook, email friends, and pet the cat. What more need there be? I am still inside and need no entertainment. I know that I am a part of God and share his holiness and glory. I am at the gates of heaven. This is a stillness which I have not had before. This is not the stillness from nature, as beautiful as that is. This is the Love of God which has taken up abode in my heart and I want for nothing more; not fame, nor riches, not wife, nor position. I have found peace and happiness within the Love of God. And I am not alone here in my mind. You are here too. We are all one Mind and we are almost home. We are the Glory of God.
The Glory cloud of God will fall on us. Be grateful that it will fall. Nothing in all your life has prepared you for anything like being under the Glory cloud of God. You will not be able to stand. The body cannot stand in the Glory of God. In the Glory cloud there is the weight of holiness and as much as our spirits belong there, the body does not! The body will groan, shout, and travail under the Glory cloud. But your spirit will never want to be any other place than in the Glory of God. We belong in the Glory cloud of God. We are the rays of His Glory. When the Glory cloud falls the spirit remembers its true home. We know then that we are not a body, but a spirit and a part of the Great Spirit of God. The holiness we feel under the Glory cloud is our holiness as well. But the body can only groan or bark like dogs. In the Glory cloud we speak the language of the Spirit. No human language can work in the Glory cloud.
Pray for the Glory of God to fall, as we awaken to Self, One with God. In the Glory cloud will all our lessons be reviewed. In the Glory cloud will we climb up the ladder. In the Glory cloud will we see Jesus. In the Glory cloud we will know our Home. Soon we will be done with the troubles of the world. Soon we will just be what we are. We are the Glory cloud of God.
The Glory of God is all I need.
The Glory of God is my Home.
The Glory of God is my peace.
The Glory of God removes all illusions,
None can stand in The Glory of God.
The Glory of God is all I want.
The Glory of God is all I seek.
The Glory of God is the will of my spirit.
The Glory of God is the answer to my deepest question:
“Who am I?”
I am the Glory of God,
As rays from the sun,
I am His Glory.
I am The Glory of God.
My newness is secure.
The changes in me by the Love of God will not vanish.
Today I found I had patience. The old me could never find patience.
I stood in line today at the dollar store, contented to wait.
There is a timelessness about this Love which imparts itself to me.
I waited in line and felt the people in front of me, their thoughts, their feelings.
As I came to the check out lady I could feel that she needed a lift.
She felt so low, so used, and so tired.
She just needed to feel that someone cared for her.
I gave her that. Her face lit with a smile. The Love of God is so easy to pass on to others.
The old me, sadly, would have been too self-centered to care about her.
I walked to the pizza shop. The man making pizzas was tired and low. I told him how good his pizzas were and how much better they were than the delivery pizzas. His spirit lifted. He smiled and made me a beautiful pizza.
Back in my car, my Cadillac that I enjoy so much, I drove to Deer Lake at sunset just to catch the vision of twilight on the waters. There is a timelessness to my days now. I know time is passing but I do not feel it. This Love that has captured me knows no time.
I see in my mind the many mistakes I have made in my life but they look now like kind partners in a learning endeavor. What I have learned from them has paved my way to this Loving place and I look on them only with gratefulness. There were some deep mistakes that I made. Temporarily they brought about separation, but they are blessed now. For those who hate me for them, I have confidence in the Love of God to work in their lives.
The Love of God is greater far, than tongue or pen can ever tell. It goes beyond the brightest star, and reaches to the lowest hell. The Love of God, how rich and pure; how measureless and strong. It shall forever more endure, the saints and angels’ sweet song.
Today, having heard the stories of my purported enlightenment,
All of my desires appeared, like the Farengi from Star Trek, cautiously creeping out into the Light.
“Master, the Light is so bright. Could you turn it down?”
“No,” I said, you will have to get used to it.”
“Master, we have some things to ask you…may we?
Master don’t you really need a new job?”
“No,” I replied
One by one they presented their entreaties:
“Don’t you really need then, a new degree, some new award from a prestigious institution?
Don’t you need a wife?
Don’t you need someone for companionship?
Don’t you need more friends?
Don’t you need more money?
Don’t you need a new car?
Don’t you need a nice new university appointment as Professor?
Don’t you need to sing again?
Don’t you need the Limelight again, Master? (Oh not that there is anything wrong with this Light Master, but Oh, it is so bright, isn’t it?)
Don’t you need to be young again, Master?
We have all come to offer you our services, at a fair and agreeable price, of course.
Can we do business, Master?”
I let them stew in their own juice a while as they twitched and grimaced, then I answered them:
“The Love of God is all I need and it is with me now and I am with it. Many of the things you have presented me would be very nice, but I don’t need them. I am content. You offer me things from the past, trinkets which seem to offer joy, but disappoint instead. I will just stay here in this Light, which you find so uncomfortable. You had better go now, for Ferengi cannot exist long in this Light. The Light will dissolve you.”
Nervous and gasping, twitching and whelping, they ran back for cover into the darkness from which they came. But I had to bless them. They had brought to me all the desires of my past and could not understand why I did not need them now. As they crept back into the darkness, I called out to them:
“The Glory of God is all I want.
“The Glory of God is all I need.
“I AM the Glory of God.”
I imagine this little conversation with my desires will happen quite often. No matter. The Love of God has come and brought timelessness with it.
I eat my food and pass my water. I pet the cat and watch the clouds, gather in the twilight and welcome the night.
I teach my students and just stay in this Love which I never, ever, want to leave. It is my Home. It is my Highest Self. I am where I belong, and I am far from alone. You are here with me, and you, and you, and you, and you. “We are all here, Father. The Mind which you created as One has come Home to you. And you know we never really left. We travelled only in dreams while safely in your embrace. Our Love, Our Light will shine forever with You. And the Love you have for your Son is returned back to you as pure as it was when you created Him. Our song, in praise to You, is all that will be heard.”
I thought that, for me, the most difficult part of staying in right-mindedness, and continuing my experience of the Love of God in my daily life would be to control reactions. Reactions can send you right back to wrong mindedness. But I have found that the Love of God actually gently protects me from reactions. I mean, there is just so much space and timelessness! I stood in a long line at the IGA today, without any temptation to lose patience. I just listened to the people’s thoughts and feelings as I waited. That’s another thing about the real Love of God…It is not evangelistic! I had no urge to try to persuade people! The Love of God honors our sleeping brothers! It is like Tara Singh said, “Some of our brothers are deeply asleep. That’s alright. Let them sleep. They will awaken.” The Love of God knows no pressure.
Today I awakened from sleep rather early for me. I thought, “Jesus why am I up so early.” I soon found out there was work he wanted me to do. This is life in the Spirit. We listen to an inner Voice that always speaks for truth, and we happily do as the Voice tells us. We have learned over the years, that those who obey the inner Voice will know the Love of God! May you know it today!! 🙂 Peace.
Today brought a new test for me. My illusory body has taken an illusory cold. I wanted to see if my consciousness would still be awake with the presence of the Love of God I have been experiencing for the past two weeks. It was interesting. There was the body with its symptoms of a cold and then there “I” was still in the Love of God! I could still look out my picture window and see only the Love of God! The body is TRULY an illusion. We will all get that in time. Time was made for our lessons. When we have learned them time will have no purpose and stop. May you all, my brothers, have the Peace of God today. 🙂